Why I shhhhhhh....

Hahahhaha... I'm sure you must be asking yourself where is the owner of this lame blog. Ok...here are some info to explain everything as I am so lazy...busy...and all words that have zy sy sounds to write...

1) I am currently working...where? Nestle....where lagi? Not the warehouses nor the factories.... I work at the HQ at Mutiara Damansara...the Surian Tower...just beside Cineleisure which is damn near to Bandar Utama. 5 minutes drive from my home sweet home! Yippee!! Since when? 2 weeks ago.

2) Kerol Laling and I brought Adief to see his paed, Dato' Azizi for his 1 year check up. Results? He is perfect! Walopon hanyalah seberat 7.9kg! Believe it? 7.9kg! :)). Makin turun. I know....mesti x caye sbb tgk gambar mcm montel lah sgt.... I've told some of u before....janganlah tertipu dgn gambar2....tue sbb muka dia pinggan seperti mommy nye.....hahahhaha. But Dato' Azizi said....it is because of the genetics... Daddynye pon kurus tinggi. And Adief is extremely active now.... peluh manjang...so x heran..katenye. But he is still considered perfect and normal...alhamdulillah. Lagipun...Dato' Azizi kate normal untuk budak yg bf sahaje....kalau formula, mmg berisik. He suggested me to add in some butter into his foods to increase the amount of calories. He also asked me whether ini budak ade minum formula tak. Bitaulah dia.... ade bg cicah ngan roti. Tgh train dia minum formula. Tapi xnak sgt (at that time). Dia tanye susu ape. I said Pediasure. He said that's a very good one. He asked me to make milk shakes for Adief using that fm. Thanks to my friend for giving me some idea about this fm thingy. She didn't suggest me anything sebenonye...tapi berdasarkan cite dia....tue yg terbukak hati nak gune Pediasure as her daughter's paed suh gune tue jugak.

Dato' Azizi also asked me to learn more recipes from this website. He said it's a good website. Well....you are totally right Dato'! Adief got 2 jabs on that day. The MMR and chicken pox. His next check up will be in April pulak. Alhamdulillah Adief dah mau minum Pediasure tue...using his sippy of course. Mane pernah pakai bottles dia nih! Tapi kalau nak tido....Mama akan bg my bm. Ha.....kalau breast milk.... sippy tamau! Bm kene pakai sudu! Agaknye bm lagi best kalau directly kot...hahhahaha.

3) His birthday party went on smoothly...I guess. Haha. We had bbq: chickens, lambs and prawns...pizza hut, salads, air anggur and of course his Barney Birthday Cake. Orang2 yang datang dapat Nestle products :)), limau mandarin and ginger bread man cookies in a paper bag.

4) My SIL safely gave birth to a cute doll on the Valentine's Day at 9.20 p.m. Her name is Adi Valentina. No lah! :)). Her name is Adi Syazreen Binti Adi Harris. The night before... We...the Adnan tribe had our dinner at Rasta and I asked Kak Eijad to order anything because her baby is going to come out tomorrow ( the Valentine's Day)...ha betul pon! Hahahhaha. I had a strong feeling about it. Selame nie dia x pernah nak gerak2 bile I tgk perut Kak Eijad or pegang. But that night.....bukan main! I said to Kak Eijad....it's a sign tue! :)). Dia tunjuk kat I before dia nak kuar :)).

5) My routine now: 5 a.m: bangun and masak2 for Adief....bekalan sampai ke dinner. 5.45- 8.05 a.m: Mandi...solat subuh...bf Adief...siapkan baju and barang2 Adief untuk Mama mandikan dia ape bagai sume...main ngan Adief....siap2....gi office. Lunch hour: Lunch..of course...express susu untuk Adief (Nestle provides us a nursing room kat tingkat atas....very comfortable! ade fridge...water dispenser....sinki ape bagai sume....sofa....). Balik keje....express susu lagi sambil bf Adief.

6) Adief suke tgk fishes. Dia mesti sebut fishhh...hishhh..fish....shhh...hahahhaha. Adief pon suke tgk our cats. Cat...cattt...cat. He loves to play the balls with Paklang Nabil and Cik Nia (our maid). Kalau bola-bola tue pegi jauh....Adief mesti suruh ambik. Mek...mek...mekkkk....:)). Siap pandai amek position tue! Kalau dia rase dekat sgt or anything yang dia rase x cool la main bola gini....dia siap pegi merangkak jauh sket amek position. Hahhahahha.

I guess tue jela for now ya.... will write more later....insya Allah....

I'm spoiled

Mama cooked for us the yummy kari udang. I've been super duper in love with kari udang since forever. BUT! I'm spoiled you know! Since I was a little girl... Mama or Abah mesti buangkan kulit for me to eat it :)). Crabs pun! And now I'm married.... so that duty goes to.... Kerol Laling! Hehehe. Believe it or not... I never kupas buah manggis too! Hahahhahahha.

Every night before I go to sleep....I need someone to scratch my back. My parents used to do that. So now Kerol Laling has to scratch my back :P. I can see that maybe one day Adief will do that job since Adief tido mesti peluk Mimi (that's how he calls me). Cume tangan je lom sampai belakang Mimi.

I used to sleep with my parents from a baby until SPM :)). Tolak la mase sekolah......duk hostel. Tapi time cuti tido bilik derang gak hahhahah. Not because I was afraid to sleep in my own room (my changing room then), they made me sleep in their room!

Well....I'm a very very very overprotected daughter/sister/wife and I'm thankful for that. Dulu2 rase tension jugak itu ini x boleh. I never went lepak2 at nights mase kat MMU walaupon duk hostel. Kalo ade pon... mesti text Mama bitau nak kuar walaupon mase tue kul 2 pagi. Kalau hari2 lain....mesti balik before 8 p.m. Even when I used to hang out with Kerol Laling when we were still unmarried... mesti duk tgk jam...bile la nak balik nie :)). So not romantic! Dahla org tue balik Malaysia jarang2 :)). But now? I can't be away from him.

I don't drink...I don't smoke... I never go to night clubs even deep in my heart teringin nak at least jejak kaki sesaat :)). Tapi sampai dah beranak pon x jejak2 :)). It's okla... at least Kerol Laling teman me dancing dalam bilik and Adief loves to dance with me since he was still lembik2 lagi :)). Come to think of it... I think my parents had done a very good job! Orang slalu pk orang bandar nie....teruk...kurang didikan agama... and untuk selitkan sikit hal2 keibuan hahah, ramai orang pk orang bandar nie x breastfeed anak. Orang bandar nowadays la yang paling ramai breastfeed anak exclusively. Xde nak bg susu tepung nie. My baby also still drinks my breast milk....no formula yet. I only give him Pediasure baru bape hari... tue pon bukan utk minum.... buat cicah ngan roti. Chocolate flavor punye. Xpela....introduce sket2 sebelom kerja. Yes i know... Pediasure tue utk 1 tahun hingga 10 tahun. Adief is going to 1 year in less than a month so I think he is fit enough to take Pediasure. Xde constipation ke ape pun...alhamdulillah.

My baby calls me Mimi... Kerol Laling as Didi... Mama as Mama (Tok Ma) and Abah as Ata (Atuk). But sometimes he calls us by "heyyyy heyyyyy" :)). It's good to see his developments and sedar tak sedar dah nak setahun dah bersalin rupenye :). I pray to Allah that my baby will grow up as anak yang solleh, baik, sihat, beriman kepade Allah and taat kepade Kerol Laling and I.

A new year..a new me and everything.

Lately I ignored my appearance a bit.....I seldom trim my eyebrows... visit the hairdresser.... beauty center... So Kerol Laling...being a good husband accompanied me to a beauty saloon to trim my eyebrows. I didn't go to my favourite Leonard Drake because I didn't make any appointment so I opted another shop. When I entered the shop, I noticed that there was a new girl sitting at the counter. She greeted me nicely.

New girl:Good Afternoon Miss....how can I help you?
Me:(Mrs. lah) Afternoon..Which one are you good at? Threading or tweezing?
New girl: I can do both...Which one you prefer most?
Me: Tweezing please..

I prefer tweezing more than threading because I think tweezing nie lagi teliti sket banding ngan threading walopon makan mase and saket sket kalo nak banding ngan threading. Ala...sket jek.... Nak cantek kenela sakit....ye tak? :)). My friends and I always thought that nak cantek kenela saket....kenela penat...kenela sabar (tapi x cantek2 pon hahahha)

Later in the evening.... Kerol Laling cut my hair. He's a good hairdresser I tell ya! Believe it or not...he even did my makeup and hair for Kelab UMNO Dublin dinner. Rambut Adief pon dia je yg trim. So now I'm happy with my new style. Xdela berubah mane pon....but I'm really comfortable with my hair now yg makin nipis nie :)). I really want to visit the hairdresser and put a little highlights in my hair. Postpartum hair loss please go away!

Busy dan sibuk

Currently I am so busy with our P&C project....jage Adief...physiotherapy... bla bla bla. Sorry Mama Rafiq....I'm 90% (tambah dah) sure that we won't be able to join you guys in PD nanti. So sad :(. Bile la kan nak jumpe? :(.

Went to The Curve with Hani and Mat Yie last Saturday. Both were our pengapit. Saje lepak2 makan2. Had our so called lunch at Bubba Gump at almost 4 p.m. Ke dah kul 4.... I love Marche more but we wanted to try Bubba Gump at last. Different concept... tapi tetap sedap dan yummy walopon xleh lawan Marche.

Anyways...I'm so happy now because Adief can accept cods as his main menu. Kalo tak....mane mau. I love cods more than salmons because it is easier for me to remove the bones. Salmons leceh sket. So now I just have to selang seli kan like today bg salmon...esok cod....then salmon semule.... The vegetables? Still zucchini...celery... broccoli... carrot.... Dessert? Papaya. In between....susu Mommy tetap menjadi idaman kalbu.

Talking about susu Mommy.... this cheeky guy thinks that I'm his water cooler ape! Just imagine (please don't)... dia main2...merangkak2...guling sane sini....then dia stop....terus meluru kat I....terus minum seteguk dua....sambung main...pastue stop....tue jela keje. How? He 'drinks' his milk just like tgh minum air kelapa atas meja kat restaurant xpon tgh minum kat water cooler. So I have to always baring and wait for him....in my bedroom of course! Dengan pintu yang berkunci! Kalau kat tempat lain even kat mane2 bilik kat rumah org lain walaupon boleh kunci....no way! I won't bf him in that position. Craddle hold sahaje!

Anyways.... I eat a lot nowdays... So agak bulat di sane sini jugakla. Tapi heran gak....berat tetap same....tapi kenapakah kebulatan ketara? Adakah kerana tiada senaman? Doctor dan therapists saya melarang saya daripada melakukan sit up which I always did before since lom kawen. Demmmm! Mmmgla gelebeh sane sini! Saya mengaku jika anda lihat saya....saya mmg sedikit bulat berbanding dulu.

Went for an interview few days ago.... the best part is....I got the job! Yg x bestnye....they can only pay me wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lower than what I got when I was with Deloitte. The interviewer asked me to pk2 dulu and give him a call kalo accept.

Ok peeps... Adief dah bangun.... have to perang with him...guling2...gomol2...

7 mth Adief

well...maybe not THAT heavy...but i think that's heavy enough for me. hahahah. but come to think of it..he was just a 2kg++ baby. Adief is 8.8kg now at 7 mth. very talkative (in his baby language, of course)...duk mamamama bahbahbah gehgehgeh. sgt suke berguling2. dr hujung tilam ke hujung lagi satu. anddddd i miss his poops before hahahhahah. he has no interest. sgt cepat boring si bulat nie. so x pernah buat pape activity yg same. kene tukar slalu. same goes with his meals.

I've started my physiotherapy back a few weeks ago and I have one session today. I think it's getting harder than before. tataula sbb dah lame x buat ke ape. I have to do the back exercise, legs exercise, use the electrodes, traction and baring atas ice packs (mengalahkan berlari2 kejar bus no.19 mase winter, hate it!). Luckily i've already cooked his porridge right after sahur to make it easier for mama yg kene jage dia nanti. expressed my milk already yg belum tentu dia nak sbb Adief taknak botol. yg dia tau....bottles are only for warm water because he uses one while having his food. and no formula yet. uuurrrggghhhh! kalo susu mommy dah kurang nanti cane???

ok everyone.... enjoy these pics ya!








-ADIE-

Adief pok pek with tok ma n mommy

Huargggghhhh! (menguap)…currently I am training my son to sleep on the bed not on his bouncer. Later…dlm crib semule…just like the early days….he has been sleeping on his bouncer for about 2 months. As a result….nanges jek every night mase nak tido tue. X mau letak langsung! And I have to wait for him to fall asleep before I doze off. But I know I have to bear with the situation. Usually..pangku dia dulu sampai lena….baru letak atas katil. Kalo dia terjage…pat2 la dia sambil nyanyi2 sket. Hm…talking about nyanyi2….lagu dodoi2 sung by me…mmg x laku ok….hahhahaha. kalo tok ma nyanyi laku. Songs yg dia nak dengar from his mommy sume lagu2 yg baby x nak dengar. Just imagine…he wants me to sing fix you (coldplay), run (snow patrol), radio (alkaline trio), yesterday (the Beatles), don’t speak ( no doubt…but I changed it to don’t cry hehehhe), cool (gwen Stefani), communication (cardigans) and other songs usually listened by org2 dah akil baligh. Oh ya! Not to forget dendang perantau ahhahahah. Kalo nyanyi buai laju2 ka…jet jet semut ka… kopi susu ka…burung kakak tua ka…apa ka….menjerit x hengat punye! Aikkkkk sumbang sgt ape mommy nyanyi? Hahahhahah. Tapi kalo tok ma nyanyi….pehhhhh mata pon highhhhhh jek!

If he cried whenever I put him on the bed, biasenye biarkan jek dia nanges. Lame2 dia senyap. Tapi kalo lame sgt x berenti…angkat jugak la. I don’t want him to be so manje sampai pk kalo nanges jek ade org nak angkat. That’s why I’d ignore him crying rather than angkat dia pujuk2. One more thing…please don’t think that I am so mean towards my prince. I never felt kesian bile dia menjerit kene cucuk dgn Dr. Azizi. I think that ala….cucuk utk kebaikan….xpela….saket sket jek…..lainla cucuk masuk wire sane sini mcm org tgh tenat tue. A friend of mine asked me xnak sunatkan dia ke mase kecik2 nie? Cepat sembuh and x saket. Well…. I don’t want him to be circumcised at his early age. I think it is better if we wait until he has grown up and knows/understands sunat tue ape…kenape kene sunat…what it feels like…..tapi xdela sampai dah jadik anak bujang hahahha. And of course I prefer him to be circumcised by a doctor rather than by a tok mudim hahahhaha. Hygienic sket. Lain org lain la kan.

Oh ya! He is so very the active one….. hahahhhaha. Bahaya dah tinggalkan dia kat bouncer dia or on the bed alone even for a minute! Dia melonjak2 dgn kaki dia…tolak badan dia boleh sampai ujung katil or his bouncer! He now knows how to turn himself ke kiri ke kanan…meniarap. It just that he doesn’t do it frequently. …yet. Tue yg bahaya tinggalkan kejap tue. One thing about this cheeky monster…. He loves to take bath! Duduk dlm bath tub tue lame2 pon xpe. Mmg menjerit kalau angkat. He will move his legs mcm org tgh berenang kuak lentang! Hahahhaha. Sabarla sayang…will bring you to a swimming pool….not until you are 8 month-old. Can arrr daddy? Can arr can arrr. Daddy jage la Adief!

Routine mommy skarang…. Everyday lepas Adief mandi pagi, masukkan baju dlm bakul utk basuh. Lepas mandi petang, pon same plus towel. Ini budak tiap2 ari pakai towel baru. Every 3 days, trim kuku Adief. Every 2 days, clean his nose, ears, eyes. Every 4 hours change his diaper tue pon kalo in between tue dia x berak la hahahhahah. Bf Adief bile dia mintak. Not like before…every 1-2 hours. Kadang dia buat jugak perangai nak bf sejam sekali tue. Check email..surf the internet….di bawah ‘pengawasan’ Adief hehheheh.

Oooooo…daddy ade beli present eh utk mommy? Ape ek? Didn’t expect u to buy anything for me sebenarnye…yela…being a good wife..konon2nye pahamla….abg tgh busy….hehehe. tapi bagus gak! Oh ya! Itu scarf D*** and A***** punye bracelet sudah mommy pakai. He gave me those things as a present sbb bg dia Adief. Heheheheh. Ok…Rolls Royce like uncle halim’s xpun Jaguar utk anak bongsu nanti eh? BMW xmo ok? X minat. Hm…Mercedes kalo nak bg…nak latest series mase tue. Hahahaha…demand!

Aduhhhh! My darling Adief xnak langsung bottle (expressed milk inside)! Leceh maaa ini macam! I thought it might be the teat yg dia x suke. So I bought new teats…evenflo la….dr. brown la….and latest skalik…latex punye by MAM (recommended by Afifah- kinda weird to write ur real name hahah). Still x mau jugak! Puasla tok ma bagi…Adief xnak jugak! That’s it! It’s not about the teat lah kesimpulannye. It just that Adief nak bf ngan Mommy jugak! Aiyooo…susahla mase nak weaning nanti…hahahhaha….lambat lagi! But it’s true…I always think about what will be his first food after 6 month nanti. Hahahahhah . hm…… thinking of giving him our home grown Avocados dilenyek2 ngan mende lain. Berangan dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahhahah. Mama said… I could finish up satu periuk nasik lenyek ngan ikan bilis, carrot and broccoli per day dulu2…hahahhahah. Malu i!
I'm thinking of buying this Adiri.... x jalan jugak tatau la.....

p/s: I drove my car this morning for the first time after almost 2 years x drive! Yayyyyyy! And thank you for the birthday wishes via hp...facebook...frenster...ym...etc.

nie sket jek nie....

This entry is dedicated to a friend in Sabah and ladies out there

Well...a lot of people asked me about this Implanon thing. ok...to make it easy...or easier for me...hehheheh....let me tell u about it and other contraceptives...the comparisons yada yada yada.

Implanon (contraceptive implants)

Reliability- 99%
Pros- Last for 3 years
- Fertility returns relatively quickly
Cons- Can be difficult to remove
- Potential for scarring

IUD
Realiability- 99%
Pros- Up to 10 years
Cons- Can be accompanied by increase in volume and duration of menstrual flow
- Possible delay in return of fertility
- May cause benign ovarian cysts

Pills
Reliability- 95-99%
Pros- Relatively convenient
- Multiple options available
- Regulates menstrual cycle
Cons- Undesirable risk and side effect profile in some women
- Drug interactions
- boleh terlupe makan...kene 'top up' slalu...

etc...

ok...i dont know about IUD since i have no experience using it... it's up to u whether to use one or not....kalo nak ikot calendar pon boleh...tapi kalau period tue regular la....xnak ape2 pon xpe....lain org lain carenye...ye tak? this is for people who prefer family planning ka....yg ade saket ka...ade problem ka....as for me...Dr. Maziah mmg suggest sume patient dia gune contraceptives sekejap....plus I have hell lot of treatments with my orthopedist after this.

I still remember when i was studying in MMU back then..Dr. Maziah gave me birth control/hormonal pills...Mercilon since she found out that I had itu cyst....I was like.."helloooo.....Doctor nie ingat aku buat x senonoh ke???" yalaaaaaaaaaaaaa...just imagine dpt pill gitu.... then she explained to me that birth control pills help to reduce/cure cysts. I know there are a lot of you out there afraid to use mende alah contraceptives nie...reason? takut jerawat....and takut gemuk... well...I had no problem with that Mercilon....Implanon nie tatau la kan....

Talking about Implanon...the procedure took about 2 minutes.... mule2...dr. maziah cucuk nak bius...3 cucuk la...in 1 vertical line.. local anesthetic..lepas cucuk x tanye dah numb ke ape, terus amek satu jarum yg besarnye mcm straw vitagen tue...cucuk masuk the implanon rod. pastue...tampal plaster....sekian tamat....cepat gile terus numb rupenye. hahahhahah. I had difficulties in the OT with the epidural. lambat pulak nak numb nye mase tue...well..lain org lain la kan.... but epidural mmg best! ok continue with this Implanon punye citer... it wasn't painful sampaila ke petang.....dah petang baru la terase saketnye...but to me...bearable la....
anyways...ade lebam yg mcm parah gile kalo tgk.... x saket...tapi lebamnye Masya Allah......Thanks to my boy yg lasak suke tendang2 lengan mommy kene kat situ mase bf...hahahhah....it's ok....kalo sume mende smooth jek... bukan life la kan.....Dr. Maziah said...with this implanon in me plus bf...makin lambat la nak period. hm....that's great...afterall Adief xleh ade adik pon lagi skang...Doctor x kasik....hm...meaning bolehla ganti pose 2007 and 2008...yerp! 2 months babe.........

selingan...

Last 2 weeks...abah visited his staff and family...ex-staff actually...who was involved in an accident. teruk!!! dia patah 1 kaki...her daughter patah dua2 kaki...maid dia lak...patah ribs....her son lak...ade blood clots kat brain....and sad to say...her sister yg still staff TM....meninggal.... however...abah said...kalo nak compare accident kat Malaysia ngan Dublin.... they lost all their belongings....but us? sume selamat...kitorang jekla yg x selamat hehehe...just name it...cincin kawen? watches? money? passports? credit cards? L*, D***, F****, P**** stuffs sume pon selamat. kan hani? hehehehe...

enough for today lah ye.....btw...good luck to nad. yes...may u have a smooth labor....lagi bagus kalo dapat normal...c-sect x payahla....lambat nak eloknye....nak dukung baby mule2 pon payah....org jek yg kate c-sect nie xde pape.... nowadays ape care pon x saket...epidural ade hehehheh.... but you just have to be extra careful lepas baby dah kuar..... the real CABARAN is to take care of your child and nak mendidik dia....(hm...mcm org tua la kan aku nie hahahahha)

-ADIE-

Adief & Mommy

Monday 6th April 2009

Adief had his appointment with Dr. Azizi for his 2nd dose of triple antigen, pneumococcal vaccine and rotavirus vaccine. My darling is now 4.9kg compared to last month 3.5kg, 60cm tinggi...last month 53cm.... During the procedure he cried sgtlah kuat! hahahhaha. kiri kanan peha kene cucuk. Everybody looked at me and smiled when I stepped out. hahahahha. buat malu mommy jek!

Met kak aina (akak dorm mase kat mozac) or should i call you kak dr. aina? hahhahahha. she was with her husband and their baby who was born on 5th February 2009. muda 3 days dr Adief. It was their first appointment with Dr. Azizi sbb paed baby tue kat Prince Court Medical Centre sebenonye since she was born there. tapi tukar DSH sbb kak aina nak mintak mak dia jagekan bile dia pegi keje....so dekat sket.

Wednesday 8th April 2009

Today I had my appointment with Dr. Noraini...the ophthalmologist. She said that several nerves are damaged due to the concussion on my brain. But she didnt recommend me any procedure...katenye mude agik...baik xyah....but it takes time la..... tapi dia kate...I can drive! yayyyyy!!!

After that... went to see Dr. Maziah lak to do the pap smear thingy and the contraceptive thingy... I hate pap smear! x saket...but very the uncomfortable la :(
The implanon procedure took less than 2 minutes. it was painless...tapi agak ngeri la tgk procedure nye...naseb dah bius! The result of the pap smear will be sent to me via sms...

Alahai.....merengek pulak si debab nie.... xleh tgk mommy ngadap laptop! ok...gtg....enjoy these pics ya!


obat-obatan


the implanon is inserted here..my upper left arm...angkat lengan baju nampakla ade mende timbul mcm mancis dlm lengan tue....


just like an i/c...should be with you 24/7 untuk mengelakkan salah paham....(tatau nak explain)

-ADIE-

Finally....couscous nyum nyum!

yayyyyy!!! quick note: Finally...i managed to eat couscous...dpt jugak diminggu akhir nie hahahhaha... so? food cravings list---->completed. now i just have to wait for Kerol Laling...yayyyy again!
-ADIE-

10 days left

I miss him already :(... i miss him moving around in my belly... i miss him stretching....his hiccups...everything about my baby! i'm gonna miss my belly(mcmla confirm kurus balik hahah)....all the pains.... the nausea...

10 days to go... i'll be admitted to the hospital on 1st February 2009 and Mr. Kerol Laling will be accompanying me throughout my stay in the hospital (tue pon kalo dia x cabut la hahhah). the operation is scheduled on 2nd February 2009, early in the morning.

so peeps.... Kerol Laling will update more about the operation, the baby and of course me after this. do pray for us.....

-ADIE-

Notes from a mommy to be p.10

My final pregnancy check up with Dr. Maziah went like aik dah nak habis dah????? Betul ke nie???? Rase mcm baruuuu jek kejut Kerol Laling and showed him the 2 lines on the pregnancy test kit.

Dr. Maziah: ape khabar, Adiyanti?

Me: hm….hhehehehe….mcm tue la…

Dr. Maziah: hahhahah…xpe….sket sgt2 je lagi….lepas tue insya Allah u can hold your baby dah…. Hm…. U ok ke nie? U tension ye…?

Me: erk? Xlah….nape?

Dr. Maziah: berat u.....same jek.... hopefully baby punye berat naikla.... ok come....kite scan…

(scanning)

Dr. Maziah: hm….ur womb nie so small eh… dia xleh nak besar mane sgt nie….maybe x sampai 3 pon nie..... nie pon dia dah cramped sgt2......ok...amniotic fluid dah kurang....tue normal.... tali pusat dia nie very long....... sgt2 panjang…mmg byk amek space... no wonder la dia xleh nak besar sgt.....kalau kite buat normal mcm previous punye plan pon…I rase kene induce nie….weight dia skang...2.6kg.... ade 1 week plus je lagi nie....so ade potential la x sampai 3....but that’s not an issue....heartbeat dia ok.... dia pon still kat normal line lagi... so u xyah risau la.....he's a bit low now... belom engaged lagi...tapi i rase lagi bape hari je nie.....

Me: kalau dia engaged...maknenye mmg dia nak kuar dah ke?

Dr. Maziah: x semestinye...u xyah risau la.... it can happen 2-4 weeks earlier.....

Me: doctor.....nanti Caesar nie....jahit biase ke?....

Dr. Maziah: why? U ade preference ke?

Me: xdela.... nak yg paling kuat la....sbb i muntah2 teruk sgt nie...i takot terbukak ke ape kang...

Dr. Maziah: insya Allah xde..... kite jahit dlm n luar..mmg kuat.. yg luar tue about 1 week dah elok....dah bercantum dah.... tapi yg dlm tue dia akan reput sendirik la after 2 months..... lepas Caesar tue nanti…kite mmg akan bg ubat muntah2…. Normal pon kite akan bg…. Mmg standard la….ok….nie last appointment la.. u nie nanti kite buat pukul 8.30 a.m. tau? kul 8 camtue derang bawak la u....

Me: aik…I thought ade agik satu… next week….ooooo ok 8.30....

Dr. Maziah: sepatutnye mmg ade…. Tapi xpela….u rehat jekla….kite jumpe kat ward jekla nanti…. Agikpon bp sume ok….urine sume ok….so xde ape2 nak risau la…. Tapi kalau sakit ke….bleeding ke….u dtg terus ok? husband sampai bile?

Me: 31^st nie….

Dr. Maziah: u nak bilik ke?

Me: kalau boleh single la….standard ke deluxe ke….asalkan single…

Dr. Maziah: kite boleh arrange kan.... tapi x confirm dpt la.....ok?

Me: ok…..

-ADIE-

My Desktop Background

This was taken weeks ago. I just love it. Some might say..ahh nothing special about the pic.Yerp perhaps you're right. Everytime when i look at it, i'm happy. Maybe bcos i keep imagining that the boy (i'm not too sure if it's a boy or not) and his mother (i'm sure about this, she's wearing a very short skirt..uuuuu!) are my wife and my tiny little precious. Daddy hopes you guys are doing great right now.



To my boy, jgn kuar awal sgt okeh...bile doktor maziah ckp bole kuar baru kuar ok! Be a good boy...invent something useful for your religion and country nanti ok!

-KEROL-

A LONG EXHAUSTING JOURNEY

I still remember when i first wrote the Entry about Old Town Tumpat few weeks ago i was still on the other side of the Globe. Today,i'm back in Germany.
It's suck though,especially when u have to leave your 5 months pregnant Wife and of course ur baby.I'm so sorry guys,daddy has to put an end to this 'Study yg x abes²' and i'm sure that i will see u guys real soon.Please don´t punch ur Mommy´s Tummy every half an hour...sian Mommy,she still suffers from the last year accident.U can punch me when u r outside ok.



Everytime when we came back from seeing Dr.Maziah, i just felt oh ok i´m gonna have a baby and gonna be a father soon.But last 2 days while i was packing my stuff and i was about to put our baby's 19 Weeks Scan Picture into my File Holder to bring it back to Germany,my heart Stopped! O No..this is gonna be the last time i see u while u r still inside your mommy´s tummy.U can´t imagine how sad i was at the very moment.Now i know how much i love that tiny little precious of mine! and
u r so lucky to have a mommy that i know very well will do anything for u.





Sambung cite balik germany plak, it took almost 21 Hours.Pkl 8.25 pagi i flew to Bangkok with Air Asia, waited there almost 2 Hours and then terus ke Munich.From Munich terus ke Hamburg...pastu dari epot Hamburg naik Bas ke Luebeck. Sampai Luebeck pkl 12.30 Mlm.Demm!Penat.Ergh malas dh nak type.Bye².





Oh,btw i took some pictures along the way to Luebeck.So enjoyyy the pictures!

-KEROL-