Milk shake

Another info for ladies…..hailahhhhhh…tanye aku mcmla aku dah ade anak 18 hahahhaha. Ok….here are the things that I need (for bf)

Breast pump- Medela

Nipple gel- Kerol Laling bought Lansinoh for me….well…it is very effective…I heard medela purelan pon bagos gak…

Bottles- medela, dr. brown

Nursing support pillow- Bumble Bee ( I used it for 1 month only…Adief belom lasak that time, up to u anyway)

Lot of small napkins- nak lap2 mulut baby…leaking agik…

Nursing bras

I don’t drink milkmaid tea….but I drink Biodex supreme diet bile ganti puase. They said it helps to increase milk production. And I still take pramilet and caltrate+vitamin D.

Didn't buy any creams or lotions for milk rashes since Adief has no problem with that.

No massages (plans cancelled since ‘kilang’ xde masalah)

Milk storage bottles- didn’t buy any….i just use hadiah2 org bagi jek…hehehheh…penjimatan di situ.

I plan to buy fridge-to-go…to keep the milk cold kalo gi mane2….not now….dekat2 abang kawen nanti.

Oh ya! I got scolded by mama early this morning after giving bath to Adief. She said "Ya Allah.....tgk nie abah. punyela x sabar! anak kecik lagi!". hehheheh. know why? sbb pakaikan Adief baju Esprit Kerol Laling belikan yg mcm ala...tatau ape namenye...yg mcm tshirt lengan panjang mcm pakai 2 lapis tue....and jeans siap kene lipat sket, tue yg mama kate x sabar. plus rambut dia yg spikey tue....tambah lagi pakaikan cologne...baby cologne jekla. hm.... i wonder...baby ade watch tak? hahahhahah. if i tied him a bandana pon kool gak. :)). Aaaahhhhh I love doing this kind of 'job' :)).

p/s: FRM DR MAZIAH: YOUR PAP SMEAR TEST RESULT IS NORMAL. PLS COME FOR YEARLY CHECK UP. TQ
to reply type dsh drmaziah msg and send to 32781

-ADIE-

This entry is dedicated to a friend in Sabah and ladies out there

Well...a lot of people asked me about this Implanon thing. ok...to make it easy...or easier for me...hehheheh....let me tell u about it and other contraceptives...the comparisons yada yada yada.

Implanon (contraceptive implants)

Reliability- 99%
Pros- Last for 3 years
- Fertility returns relatively quickly
Cons- Can be difficult to remove
- Potential for scarring

IUD
Realiability- 99%
Pros- Up to 10 years
Cons- Can be accompanied by increase in volume and duration of menstrual flow
- Possible delay in return of fertility
- May cause benign ovarian cysts

Pills
Reliability- 95-99%
Pros- Relatively convenient
- Multiple options available
- Regulates menstrual cycle
Cons- Undesirable risk and side effect profile in some women
- Drug interactions
- boleh terlupe makan...kene 'top up' slalu...

etc...

ok...i dont know about IUD since i have no experience using it... it's up to u whether to use one or not....kalo nak ikot calendar pon boleh...tapi kalau period tue regular la....xnak ape2 pon xpe....lain org lain carenye...ye tak? this is for people who prefer family planning ka....yg ade saket ka...ade problem ka....as for me...Dr. Maziah mmg suggest sume patient dia gune contraceptives sekejap....plus I have hell lot of treatments with my orthopedist after this.

I still remember when i was studying in MMU back then..Dr. Maziah gave me birth control/hormonal pills...Mercilon since she found out that I had itu cyst....I was like.."helloooo.....Doctor nie ingat aku buat x senonoh ke???" yalaaaaaaaaaaaaa...just imagine dpt pill gitu.... then she explained to me that birth control pills help to reduce/cure cysts. I know there are a lot of you out there afraid to use mende alah contraceptives nie...reason? takut jerawat....and takut gemuk... well...I had no problem with that Mercilon....Implanon nie tatau la kan....

Talking about Implanon...the procedure took about 2 minutes.... mule2...dr. maziah cucuk nak bius...3 cucuk la...in 1 vertical line.. local anesthetic..lepas cucuk x tanye dah numb ke ape, terus amek satu jarum yg besarnye mcm straw vitagen tue...cucuk masuk the implanon rod. pastue...tampal plaster....sekian tamat....cepat gile terus numb rupenye. hahahhahah. I had difficulties in the OT with the epidural. lambat pulak nak numb nye mase tue...well..lain org lain la kan.... but epidural mmg best! ok continue with this Implanon punye citer... it wasn't painful sampaila ke petang.....dah petang baru la terase saketnye...but to me...bearable la....
anyways...ade lebam yg mcm parah gile kalo tgk.... x saket...tapi lebamnye Masya Allah......Thanks to my boy yg lasak suke tendang2 lengan mommy kene kat situ mase bf...hahahhah....it's ok....kalo sume mende smooth jek... bukan life la kan.....Dr. Maziah said...with this implanon in me plus bf...makin lambat la nak period. hm....that's great...afterall Adief xleh ade adik pon lagi skang...Doctor x kasik....hm...meaning bolehla ganti pose 2007 and 2008...yerp! 2 months babe.........

selingan...

Last 2 weeks...abah visited his staff and family...ex-staff actually...who was involved in an accident. teruk!!! dia patah 1 kaki...her daughter patah dua2 kaki...maid dia lak...patah ribs....her son lak...ade blood clots kat brain....and sad to say...her sister yg still staff TM....meninggal.... however...abah said...kalo nak compare accident kat Malaysia ngan Dublin.... they lost all their belongings....but us? sume selamat...kitorang jekla yg x selamat hehehe...just name it...cincin kawen? watches? money? passports? credit cards? L*, D***, F****, P**** stuffs sume pon selamat. kan hani? hehehehe...

enough for today lah ye.....btw...good luck to nad. yes...may u have a smooth labor....lagi bagus kalo dapat normal...c-sect x payahla....lambat nak eloknye....nak dukung baby mule2 pon payah....org jek yg kate c-sect nie xde pape.... nowadays ape care pon x saket...epidural ade hehehheh.... but you just have to be extra careful lepas baby dah kuar..... the real CABARAN is to take care of your child and nak mendidik dia....(hm...mcm org tua la kan aku nie hahahahha)

-ADIE-

Adief & Mommy

Monday 6th April 2009

Adief had his appointment with Dr. Azizi for his 2nd dose of triple antigen, pneumococcal vaccine and rotavirus vaccine. My darling is now 4.9kg compared to last month 3.5kg, 60cm tinggi...last month 53cm.... During the procedure he cried sgtlah kuat! hahahhaha. kiri kanan peha kene cucuk. Everybody looked at me and smiled when I stepped out. hahahahha. buat malu mommy jek!

Met kak aina (akak dorm mase kat mozac) or should i call you kak dr. aina? hahhahahha. she was with her husband and their baby who was born on 5th February 2009. muda 3 days dr Adief. It was their first appointment with Dr. Azizi sbb paed baby tue kat Prince Court Medical Centre sebenonye since she was born there. tapi tukar DSH sbb kak aina nak mintak mak dia jagekan bile dia pegi keje....so dekat sket.

Wednesday 8th April 2009

Today I had my appointment with Dr. Noraini...the ophthalmologist. She said that several nerves are damaged due to the concussion on my brain. But she didnt recommend me any procedure...katenye mude agik...baik xyah....but it takes time la..... tapi dia kate...I can drive! yayyyyy!!!

After that... went to see Dr. Maziah lak to do the pap smear thingy and the contraceptive thingy... I hate pap smear! x saket...but very the uncomfortable la :(
The implanon procedure took less than 2 minutes. it was painless...tapi agak ngeri la tgk procedure nye...naseb dah bius! The result of the pap smear will be sent to me via sms...

Alahai.....merengek pulak si debab nie.... xleh tgk mommy ngadap laptop! ok...gtg....enjoy these pics ya!


obat-obatan


the implanon is inserted here..my upper left arm...angkat lengan baju nampakla ade mende timbul mcm mancis dlm lengan tue....


just like an i/c...should be with you 24/7 untuk mengelakkan salah paham....(tatau nak explain)

-ADIE-

Notes from a mommy to be p.10

My final pregnancy check up with Dr. Maziah went like aik dah nak habis dah????? Betul ke nie???? Rase mcm baruuuu jek kejut Kerol Laling and showed him the 2 lines on the pregnancy test kit.

Dr. Maziah: ape khabar, Adiyanti?

Me: hm….hhehehehe….mcm tue la…

Dr. Maziah: hahhahah…xpe….sket sgt2 je lagi….lepas tue insya Allah u can hold your baby dah…. Hm…. U ok ke nie? U tension ye…?

Me: erk? Xlah….nape?

Dr. Maziah: berat u.....same jek.... hopefully baby punye berat naikla.... ok come....kite scan…

(scanning)

Dr. Maziah: hm….ur womb nie so small eh… dia xleh nak besar mane sgt nie….maybe x sampai 3 pon nie..... nie pon dia dah cramped sgt2......ok...amniotic fluid dah kurang....tue normal.... tali pusat dia nie very long....... sgt2 panjang…mmg byk amek space... no wonder la dia xleh nak besar sgt.....kalau kite buat normal mcm previous punye plan pon…I rase kene induce nie….weight dia skang...2.6kg.... ade 1 week plus je lagi nie....so ade potential la x sampai 3....but that’s not an issue....heartbeat dia ok.... dia pon still kat normal line lagi... so u xyah risau la.....he's a bit low now... belom engaged lagi...tapi i rase lagi bape hari je nie.....

Me: kalau dia engaged...maknenye mmg dia nak kuar dah ke?

Dr. Maziah: x semestinye...u xyah risau la.... it can happen 2-4 weeks earlier.....

Me: doctor.....nanti Caesar nie....jahit biase ke?....

Dr. Maziah: why? U ade preference ke?

Me: xdela.... nak yg paling kuat la....sbb i muntah2 teruk sgt nie...i takot terbukak ke ape kang...

Dr. Maziah: insya Allah xde..... kite jahit dlm n luar..mmg kuat.. yg luar tue about 1 week dah elok....dah bercantum dah.... tapi yg dlm tue dia akan reput sendirik la after 2 months..... lepas Caesar tue nanti…kite mmg akan bg ubat muntah2…. Normal pon kite akan bg…. Mmg standard la….ok….nie last appointment la.. u nie nanti kite buat pukul 8.30 a.m. tau? kul 8 camtue derang bawak la u....

Me: aik…I thought ade agik satu… next week….ooooo ok 8.30....

Dr. Maziah: sepatutnye mmg ade…. Tapi xpela….u rehat jekla….kite jumpe kat ward jekla nanti…. Agikpon bp sume ok….urine sume ok….so xde ape2 nak risau la…. Tapi kalau sakit ke….bleeding ke….u dtg terus ok? husband sampai bile?

Me: 31^st nie….

Dr. Maziah: u nak bilik ke?

Me: kalau boleh single la….standard ke deluxe ke….asalkan single…

Dr. Maziah: kite boleh arrange kan.... tapi x confirm dpt la.....ok?

Me: ok…..

-ADIE-

Notes from a mommy to be p.9

My little prince is now 2.48kg (300+g increased)at 34 weeks 2 days and he's doing fine. Alhamdulillah.... Dr. Maziah was kinda shocked when she looked at my hands and my feet. She quickly checked my bp and alhamdulillah bukan high blood pressure.

(scanning)
Dr. Maziah: sabar lah ye? sikitttt je lagi. dia kuar nie nanti bukan 3.6kg mcm i ckp aritue. sbb nie kite kuarkan dia awal sket....so xleh sampai 3.6kg la. around 3.1-3.2kg la nanti. hahahhaha besarnye perut ur baby nie. u punye husband ade kan nanti?
Me: haah insya Allah ade...
Dr. Maziah: boleh la dia bg moral support nanti mase nak caesar nanti. i dah booked anesthetist dah... Dr. Hilmi..... nie admission letter...nanti 1/2/2009 tue u bawak la eh. 1/2/2009 tue hari ahad...so u terus pegi kat A&E sbb admission kat depan nie tutup.... terus gi tpt emergency jela eh. u sign consent form utk operation nie.
Me: (signing the consent form, taking the admission letter)
Dr. Maziah: ok....jumpe lagi 2 weeks lah.
Me: Thanks doctor...

x lame jek lagi. really really hope that everything will be fine. amiin.

-ADIE-

Notes from a mommy to be p.8

My darling baby is now 2.1kg and the head is 24cm at 32 weeks 2 days....as usual...xleh duk diam hehhehe. he is very active mcm ape yg doctor kate la....and today i got another obat to be taken everyday but this is for the baby, the NeuroGain PB.... total of 3...pramilet, caltrate and now neurogain pb.

Scientifically Formulated For Pregnant and Breast-feeding Women

Both Ω=3, Ω=6 Essential Fatty Acids (EFAs) are essential but the body requires them in a ratio that is not normally achieved by the typical diet of today's industrialized nations. They must be consumed regularly as the body has limited storage for them.

Pregnancy - in the last three months of pregnancy, it is important that the mother-to-be has an ample supply of the omega-3 fatty acids. Around 70 percent of all the cells that made up the adult brain are formed during this period. The omega-3 DHA central to this process reaches the fetus from the mother via the placenta.

If there is insufficient DHA for the baby, fetal development may be impaired resulting in lower IQ and poor visual acuity.

What is NeuroGain® PB Vegicaps®* ?

Neurogain® PB is a natural, customized, standardized, refined purified, high quality formulation of conditionally Essential Fatty Acids for Pregnant and Breast-feeding women. Now available in vegetable capsules made in Germany, Neurogain® PB is DHA high, EPA low with AA and OA to help Pregnant and Breast-feeding women meet important pre and peri natal nutritional requirements in essential fatty acids. Neurogain® PB is scientifically formulated in line with international recommendations for essential fatty acids supplementation early in life.

Me: nie doctor....xray result....

Dr. Maziah: ok..... oooooooooooooooooo...ish ish.... hm...ok...confirmed la eh.... kite buat 2/2/09 tue.....

Me: the anaesthetic used utk c-sec nie ape ek biasenye? bukan GA kan?

Dr. Maziah: eh tak...kite x gune GA...GA tue kalo mmg teruk sgt2...mcm kalo accident ke ape ke...yg mmg emergency sgt2 la....nie nanti kite gune epidural.

Me: kat atas la kan? probability nak kene screws tue mmg xdela kan?

Dr. Maziah: tak..tak....kat atas sket..... tapi u still have to bring along xray result nie nanti la....tunjuk kat anaesthetist tue nanti...mase 1/2 /09 nanti sbb dia akan dtg ur room dulu nak check2 u sehari sebelum 2/2/09 tue...u pon mesti dah biase kan?....u masuk 1/2/09 tau?

Me: yerp....ok...nanti bawak.....

scanning and checking

Dr. Maziah: lom ade dilation agik....which is good...sbb kalau jadi sekarang...bahaya jugak la...the baby is not ready yet... kecik lagi....bukanla kecik sgt2....cume bukan mcm size normal utk baby lahir la.....so dont worry about the watery discharge.....dah head down dah...yg lain2 sume ok....doa jekla x jadi skarang.....suruh dia keluar mase daddy dia balik hahahahha. (aikkkk...tau tau pulak doctor nie aku duk ckp gitu kat baby nie everyday hahahha). ok.... i bg u satu lagi vitamin eh.... tue jek.....

Me: thanks doctor.... assalamualaikum....

-ADIE-

Notes from a mommy to be p.7

Helloooooooo mommy's boy!!! you r soooo big now. alhamdulillah.....great! he is now 1.67kg at 30 weeks 1 day compared to last appointment...1.06kg at 26 weeks. dr. maziah said.... alhamdulillah....dia punye growth normal.... and bile dah calculate2....berat dia nanti maybe plus minus 3.6kg! wowwww. so biggie anak mommy nie! hahahhahah. no wonder mommy seksa gile nak jalan skang.... dengan kaki yg belom fully recovered lagi.... hahahaha it's ok sayang..... mommy enjoys carrying you around!

Dr. Maziah: so...so far mcm mane?
Me: mcm biase lagi......braxton hicks yg dr 5 months tue....muntah2 lagi....
Dr. Maziah: you dah ade b***** m*** kan?
Mama: haah...dia dah ade dah
Dr. Maziah: bagosla..... senang la nanti. keluar2 jek dia dah cukup dah supply. hahahhaha. come....scan....
hm.... very active dia nie. ha tue dia nganga mulut tue. besar dah ur baby. berat dia pon ok. bagosla.... saket2 pon... u dah jage dia elok2 la dr dlm perut lagi....that's very good... heartbeat pon ok....see this chart.... dia still dlm normal punye line.... good.....
gender tau dah kan?
Me: boy kan?
Dr. Maziah: haah....boy.... nenek dia kalo nak confirmkan, nie....see this?
Mama: hahahhahhahah.
Dr. Maziah: ok...check u punye bp lak....ok..normal....
Nanti...next 2 weeks.....u bwk eh u punye x-ray result. ade?
Me: ade...
Dr. Maziah: sbb i nak tgk screw u kat sacrum tue. nak tau mcm mane nanti i nak buat. u kene admitted 1st feb tue.... kite operate u pagi 2nd feb tue...ok..tue jekla.... next appointment lagi 2 weeks la. kalau caesar nie nanti....bulat la kepala dia. hahhahaha.
Me: ha doctor....ubat pramilet dgn caltrate tue nak makan sampai 1hb tue ke mcm mane?
Dr. Maziah: tue makan sampai lepas bersalin. sbb tue utk susu jugak....mcm2 la....mmg elok.
Me: ok...thanks doctor.... assalamualaikum....
Dr. Maziah: w'salam....

ok...we'll see you on 2/2/09! cant wait to see you sayang! besar ke tak anak mommy nie nanti. hahahha. sampai ke tak 3.6kg ke lebih? hahahhaha. x kesahla.....janji sehat! kalo kecik pon....boleh besar kat luar.... kalo besar....abehla sume baju x muat. hahahhahha.

-ADIE-

Did I miss anything?

Ok...need some help here..... please..... just tell us what other things we need, ya?

Stuffs for Nik Bin Nik

Barang Mandi
1. tub
2. baby bath (j&j)- dekat2 nanti, mama said it's good to use j&j sbb mane2 pon ade.
3. hooded towel (bukan pink)- pink is just for Nur Azhani Mohd. Yusoff
4. shampoo (j&j)- dekat2 nanti

Tido
1. bantal (bukan pink)
2. crib/cot (white dgn bedding coordinatesnye) kalo terover budget pon tido bawah ketiak mommy jelaaaaaa hahahhah.
3. tilam kecik/playgym (kalo dia x dlm crib)
4. swaddle blankets

After shower
1. bedak, baby oil, lotion (j&j)- dekat2 nanti
2. hair brush n berus utk kulit kepale baby
3. gripe water- dekat2 nanti

Shi shi
1. lampin (corak2)- abah kate xyah lampin2 nie....
2. nappy liner- xyah jugak
3. cloth diapers (AIO or normal cloth diapers with the inserters/soakers)/diaper covers
4. changing mat
5. safety pins
6. baby wipes
7. diapers (lekat2 just like traditional diapers bukan sarung jek, nanti berselepet poo poo dia mase nak bukak hahahahha)

Other things
1. ointment
2. thermometer
3. botol susu
4. cotton buds
5. stroller (maxi cosi mura 3/stokke/quinny buzz)- kaler for unisex, mesti ade tpt letak brg
6. carrier
7. car seat
8. medela/spectra- as suggested by Dr. Maziah


1 week left before perabihkan duit... yeeehaaa! hahahhaha. btw...got some help from mama while making the list...tapi nak jugak tau idea org muda hahahhahah. 1st cucu n of course our 1st child! mcm raja la nanti anak mommy nie....hahahhahah. hm...should i add rotan in the list? hahahahha. Abah said we'll go together or if he's not around, just ask the driver to drive us (me n mama) to anywhere we want. "Adik jgn nak ngade2 drive ok?" hahahaha. no laaaaa abah. 1 year x drive..... xde nak carik masalah! hahahhaha. Kerol Laling will buy all the baju jalan2 for this budak kecik in Germany and of course I will buy all the baju tido and lepak2 at home for him here (baju2 not in the list since it's easy to buy them....anywhere). Ok! It's time to korek tabung! Bye peeps!

-ADIE-

alamak....

Alamak..... i've lost weight! aduhhhhhhh. muka makin kembang from pinggan to talam......tapi berat turun??? have to do something! yerp! will eat more and moreeeeeeeeeeeee. why ek? is it because the baby is so active nowadays? whenever he kicks me, i will tersentak or goyang same.... uihhhh kuat anak mommy nie! dont be so naughty dear....mommy's leg is still recovering.....x kuat mane lagi sayang.... looking fwd to speaking with Dr. Maziah on our next appointment scheduled on 12th November. I love talking to her. tanye mcm2 and she is so nice. senyummmm jek. Plus, I am so excited and can't wait to see our baby walopon kat monitor jek....hhhehehehe. Now, I am busy making a list as a preparation for the big day. hahahha mcm mase nak kawen pulak. Mama said I can start doing it now so nanti xdela kelam kabut and banyakla mase nak amend pape. 6 months plus now....have a few weeks to go before perabihkan duit!!! yeeehaaa! anyways....the pic above was from previous appointment...15th oct x silap.....nak ubat lebih jek that time..bukan monthly check up pon....

-ADIE-

My Desktop Background

This was taken weeks ago. I just love it. Some might say..ahh nothing special about the pic.Yerp perhaps you're right. Everytime when i look at it, i'm happy. Maybe bcos i keep imagining that the boy (i'm not too sure if it's a boy or not) and his mother (i'm sure about this, she's wearing a very short skirt..uuuuu!) are my wife and my tiny little precious. Daddy hopes you guys are doing great right now.



To my boy, jgn kuar awal sgt okeh...bile doktor maziah ckp bole kuar baru kuar ok! Be a good boy...invent something useful for your religion and country nanti ok!

-KEROL-

My pregnancy...so far...

My pregnancy.....

1) morning sickness (until now)

2) cannot drink any mineral/clear waters termasuklah air suam

3) japanese food yummy!

4) no stretch marks (so far....hopefully until the baby is out) -bought one cream for stretch marks- matern program

5) i love the smell of my husband and i really miss him :(. resisted to wash the bed sheet sbb ade lg rambut dia and bau dia.

6) 10 kg increased in 6 months which is good for me based on this

7) i sleep with my parents nowadays.

8) memory lapses (agak nyanyuk)

9) braxton hicks at 5 months pregnant.

10)have to wear tight blouses (purposely to tell everybody that i am currently preggie since some people thought that i've been telling a lie...stupid!)

11)i dont have the mood to talk with people....so please dont expect me to be friendly or whatsoever.

12)pains on my left leg due to the weight gain.....alhamdulillah my right leg is fine so far.

13)being preggie makes me wanna listen to the citing of Holy Quran, nasyid, zikir munajat, doa taubat, asma ul husna,al-kuliyyah and sume mende baik2 belaka which is a good routine for me and hopefully it will last forever...amiin... ( you can say whatever you want..kutuk ka...apa ka...)

14)i talk to my baby and play with him everyday (dont call me crazy ya? hahhahahha)

15)i dont drink coffee from the 1st day i found out that i have kerol laling's baby inside of me (sangat tercabar bile lalu depan starbucks, coffeebean, kedai kopi mane2 or lounges). Dr. Maziah also asked me not to drink a single cup of coffee..... decaffeinated ka...apa ka....

16)i eat pineapples occasionally since dr. maziah said it's ok to eat pineapples. anyways...it's really up to you...it's your body. so please dont blame me ya?

17)i go to the rehab centre occasionally. (dr. maziah asked me to do so)

18)have to wear a maternity belt which is sometime sangat tidak selesa.

19)dont know why but i'm quite fussy now with vegetables. kesimpulannye agak tidak suke sayur skang.

20) it's really fun to see baby stuffs but i'm not ready to buy them now. satu prestasi yg bagus utk org yg boros seperti saye.

The baby will kick me when...

1) baring mengereng walopon sikitttttttttt jek. so i have to sleep in one position just like the days with the external fixator on my pelvis.

2) lambat makan....

3) loud noises

4) if i cucuk2 him hehehhehe...gurau2...cucuk slowww jekla....

5) when i feel sad and down....

6) mommy! mommy! empty your bowel and bladder laaaaaaaaaa....pee pee laaaaaaaaaaaaa! i have no space to do somersaults!

7) look! dr. maziah is peeking at me!

8) panasssss! i dont like the comforter la mommyyyyy! just cover ur legs laaaaa...dont cover ur belly. atas belly can....

9) at 2 a.m...subuh....10.a.m... around 3-7 p.m.....

10)kerol laling left a message for him. awwwwwwwwwww :)

-ADIE-

Notes from a mommy to be p.5

Met dr. maziah this morning after the physiotherapy. told her about my problems (severe morning sickness, stomach ache, muntah darah) and also the braxton hicks.

Me : A'kum doctor.... this is my mum..husband dah xde... hehheheh dtg dgn mak pulak
Dr. Maziah : W'salam...ooo nie maknye. husband dah balik ek...hehehheh. cucu 1st la nie?
Mama : haah..hehhehe
Me : i dah rase contractions la...i tataula ape...i bace2 jek.... braxton hicks eh?
Dr. Maziah : haah...cepat eh u dah rase contractions....tapi x saket kan?
Me : tak....
Dr. Maziah : mende2 lain?
Me : i byk air liur la doctor....muntah pon makin teruk....7 kali sehari....muntah ijau sume....darah sume....
Dr. Maziah : i bg u ubat muntah ngan saket perot tue... air liur tue mmg xleh buat ape....tue symptom...tadik u gi physio kan? so..cane?
Me : ok....letih la.....tue jek....
Dr. Maziah : hahahhah. xpela...sabar.... elok prevent skang drpd dah teruk nanti.... come....kite scan agik...
(scanning)
hahahhah mmg x boleh duduk diam budak nie...lasak! the baby's head dah kat bawah dah....
Mama : okla? x breech?
Dr. Maziah : ooo tak tak....x breech. normal....tapi mmg lasak la hahhah
Mama : ikot mak dia...xleh duk diam...hahahhah
Dr. Maziah : u nye fracture mane lagi eh selain left femur?
Me : sacrum ni....
Dr. Maziah : dgn ur pelvic pon dah senget kan...tue sume tpt baby nak kene lalu tue kalo bersalin normal nanti. mmg teralih nanti....pecah sume....(this part mmg i x paham ape yg pecah tapi that was what she said). gini la... it's not about the baby...he's doing great...kalo bersalin normal pon insya Allah dia xde pape....it's about you. mmg u seksa sgt2 nanti....and kesan dia mmg teruk la.... mmg habis la beralih tulang2 u...pecah (again)
Mama : Dr. Malik pun mmg nak operate dia tambah screw nanti lepas bersalin.
Dr. Maziah : see? x boleh...x boleh... i rase elok c-section la. nie penting utk u....
Me : (muke agak kecewa). tapi dah byk sgt dah surgeries sethn nie....
Dr. Maziah : i know... tapi kalo jadi ape2....lagila bertambah kene operate byk kali...
Mama : xpela dik...kuar ikot tingkap jekla... lain kali kalo nak sgt rase normal....cube agik....
Dr. Maziah : hahahhah yerp. kite kuarkan ikot tingkap....early next year. kite buat **.**.2009 (hahahha rahsia dulu). ok...k.i.v **.**.2009. u boleh la bagitau husband u. so boleh dia plan bile nak balik. hehhehe.

alhamdulillah... i was frustrated at first.... tapi lepas tue...betul jugak tue.... if anything happen to me...sape nak jage my baby? at least dah tau bile dia nak kuar hehehhe so bolehla agak2 bile nak shopping. hahahah.
so guys... please pray for us ya?

-ADIE-

NOTES FROM A MOMMY TO BE P.3

This morning we went to DSH for the last time together. As usual….ultrasound…. omg! He wasssss soooooooooooo nakal goyang sane goyang sini sampai dr. maziah pon mengeluh. Alalalalalalalalala xleh duduk diam yeee anak mommyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I asked for another 3d scan or to be exact the 2nd trimester’s 3d scan just because I want kerol laling to bring it back to Germany. Leh la dia tgk our son slalu leh bg semangat sket. Cheee wah!

Every visit adeee jek mende baru. Just name it. Today…dr. maziah noticed that my left leg is smaller than my right leg. This is due to I put more weight on my right leg sbb itu kaki kiri still saket. Aiiyyyooooo. She said I have to do something to get it back to normal sbb dia kate nanti susah masa bersalin.

So….she suggested me to go to the rehab centre..again! rasenye dah bape bulan dah x pegi situ….hm…since pregnant la. Bukan nak buat physio mcm sebelom ni…. That was too heavy for me la kan now nie….. just to do treatments for preggie ladies like me sbb nak kuatkan lagi kaki kiri atau lebih tepat lagi membesokan lagi kaki kiri. I also need to wear a maternity belt to support my back. Off we walked to the rehab centre…. One of the staffs asked me to go inside a room to try on the belt sbb nak tau size.

At first she thought ini perot baru 3-4 bulan….. aikkkkkk ingatkan dah cukup beso! Bile dah tau 5 months…. She gave me one belt, size s, to try on sbb that brand cume ade size s … ok muat…. And then I tried another brand….hahhahaha longgar gilee! Beso sket…. yela….manela tau nanti beso kan…. The main problem is…. Dia ade penyangkut tau…. Tujuan nye nak sangkut atas perot… tapi x tersangkut pon! Hahahhahaha. Dia kate…normally kalo dah 5 months pon longgar lagi…. Sampai ke 9 pon la xkan beso mane… hm..we’ll see….All this while I thought my tummy dah cukup besoooo dah even before pregnant! So I bought the first one…. And the physiotherapy will start after hari raya….

So far…. these are my perkembangan dlm ini pregnancy…:

1 month - normal folic acid… no weight gains…morning sickness….ultrasound…
2 months- pramilet fa…no weight gains…. Morning sickness…..ultrasound…..
Few days to 3 months- pramilet fa…..no weight gains…. Morning sickness…. It’s a boy!… ultrasound….1st 3d ultrasound….. back pains.. injections near the sacrum…
4 months-pramilet fa…. caltrate…. 1kg increased…..morning sickness…severe back pains…. Ultrasound….
5 months- pramilet fa…caltrate…..cuplaton…. 1kg increased…..morning sickness…. Back pains… kaki sume saket… maternity belt… physiotherapy…..ultrasound… 2nd trimester’s 3d ultrasound… 1st kick from him…

Kerol laling managed to feel him alive inside of my not so beso tummy (my gynae and physiotherapist yg ckp okkkkkkk). At first x dpt rase…. But then I said to our baby…. Tendangla perot mommy bile daddy pegang….. Daddy nak balik Germany dah….. Now….dia mesti goyang2 bile kerol laling pegang…. Dizzy….asek nak pitammmmm jek……tido x lena…..i’m so pemalas hahahhah.

Will update more soon…. Pape pon…. Soooo funny to see our tiny baby goyang sane goyang sini…xleh duduk diam! Sampai dr.maziah kate…. Tolongla stay still for a minute. Hahhahahahah.

Ok…as usual… a pic taken by the daddy…. Notice his tiny left hand? Sucking fingers! And his right hand? Dia buat ‘goodddd’ hahahhahah. His face? Hm…. We’ve seen his face…..dah tau dahhhhh ikot muke sape mase mule2 tgk tue hahahhahahahh. Surpriseeeeeeee. We just took this 3d pic…yg side view sbb ntah…dr. maziah kate amek yg nie la…so amek jekla….muke?..guess la!

-ADIE-

NOTES FROM A MOMMY TO BE P.2

Maybe it is too early for me to think about it…. But who
cares??? Just a preparation. Ok…went to the hospital this morning….maybe today
is the last visit…with my husband. Anyways… alhamdulillah the baby is doing great owhhhh ade one more visit

Quite nervous tapi x sabar pon ye gak to hear his 1st
cry. I know that I have to get ready with the painful labor……but hopefully what
my orthopedists baik Dublin, baik mesia, said sumenye ok for me. Few weeks before I had a bad lower back pain.
Sangatlah saket. To be specific….dekat sacrum yg patah riuk tue. So I went to
see my orthopedist and he gave me some injections at my lower spine since dia
xleh nak bertukang kat my tulang2 sbb tgh pregnant. Sgtlah saket itu
injections. I don’t dare to ask him what kind of injections though he warned me yg injections tue mmg amatlah saket but he said it’s very strong and very effective. X sampai seminit terus numbbbbbbb jek rase.

Ok… maybe it’s a good practice for me hehheheheh…yela….. I’m
thinking of the epidural mase nak bersalin nanti. They said that’s the best.
Procedure nye same je….so I hope that experience membantula nanti….. have to
get ready with:

1) induce tablet via v*****

2) contractions

3) epidural? Laughing gas? pethidine jab?
the choices of relief method in childbirth available in Damansara Specialist.

4) C-section? Mintak2 normal…amin….. tapi x kesahla
cane pon….asalkan sume selamat…..

To be honest….mmgla sgt2 x sabar….tapi I’m not the type yg
nak shopping sakan awal2…. Tunggu jekla kan? Kalo nak beli brg pon….paling awal
8 bulan ke atas. X lari pon kedai2 tue….. hehheheh.

As usual…ultrasoud….and wowww! He was sooooo active moving
around. Alallalalallallalallalalla comelnye dia terkejut dgn pressure mende
alah ultrasound tue…..

Ok…time to visit the toilet again. Adoiiiiiiilah. Penat lah!

-ADIE-

NOTES FROM A MOMMY TO BE P.1

I really enjoy my new life now. Alhamdulillah….after a few terrible incidents, Kerol Laling and I, in fact the whole family ‘murah rezeki’. However, please advice us if we ‘lupa diri’.

I am currently 2 months preggie. How did it happen? Ok…don’t get me wrong….not gonna tell you that ‘HOW’ hahahhahah. I noticed that my belly semakin boncit…well…not that I was always like the supermodels out there…it just that ehhhhh ape boroi sgt aku ni????? I also had ermmmmmm have to eat every 2 hours! I gained 3kg in a week. I was 2 days late on that special day…. Ok….try jelaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..and wowwwww! 2 lines!!! Mcm x percaye n agak was2…kejutkan Kerol Laling and he asked me to do another test. Sameeee jugak! Off we went to the clinic. Mcm biase….urine test… and the doctor said…”confirmed!” Alhamdulillah…. I smilled the whole day…in fact I AM smilling right now. I even had an operation 2 weeks before! But that was before I did the test. Ya Allah… lindungilah kandunganku……



Had our 1st appointment with Dr. Maziah of Damansara Specialist Hospital mase week 5 gitu…. 1st appointment with a baby inside laaaaaaaaaaaa… I am her patient since MMU lagi…..I was ok at that time. She said she cant do anything now because the baby is still tooooooo small and no heartbeat…. Masuk week 6….everything changed! Muntah2 the whole day… I’ve been vomiting since the accident due to byk sgt drugs (just name it) dah masuk dlm body ni tapi bukan the whole day la…at least once a day…. And now….morning sickness pulak…nausea the whole day…. I just cant differentiate yg mane satu morning sickness mane satu muntah yg dr accident lagi…. It’s ok darling… Mommy rela muntah2 hanya untuk mu cheeewaahhhh! Hahhahaha. Other than morning sickness:

1) Sembelit- I have to eat a lot of fruits but the results is still the same!

2) Mood swing- I am very emotionally sensitive now…. Sket2 nak nanges…. And I can get annoyed easily (mommy is so garang nowadays).

3) Cramp- I have to wake Kerol Laling up almost every night sbb asyik crammmmmp jek my left leg.

4) Back-ache- Arrggghhhh mcm mane nak pegi kerja?????? Have to carry my laptop everywhere…to the office…to the client’s place… sume tpt la! Now I’ve changed my beg laptop yg mcm backpack tue (don’t know what they call it) to beg laptop yg tarik… ahhahahhaha mcm nak pegi vacation je…….


Ok….went to DSH for our 2nd date with Dr. Maziah early this morning…. As usual…the ultrasound…. And today… We managed to see our sayang’s jantung tgh syok mengepam. Nak nanges je tengokkkkkkk!!!!! Sooo nice to feel and to see u alive inside mommy’s boroi tummy. The baby is tooooooo small dr yg biase… but he/she is ok….Alhamdulillah….. maybe sbb that cyst yg jahat yg block my uterus utk membesar. At first….buat ultrasound tue x nampak ape2 because of that cyst jahat…. Then the doctor said…ok buat tranvagi*** la…. Terussss nampak. Olololololooooooooooo sayang mommy….rase nak kissssss je that monitor.


To be honest… I really enjoy my new life now….x kesahla muntah2 ke…saket blakang ke…. Nak mkn mcm2 ke…. The fact issss I AM TRULY HAPPY. Right now I sudah tolak tepi saket pasal accident. I have more important thing to think other than you saket accident! Hahhahahha. Met Hani R***** last week. Had a discussion or lebih tepat lagi sesi luahan perasaan. Based on our experiences… It’s better utk saket sbb pregnant and melahirkan sbb at least saket yg dapat sesuatu than saket sbb accident…jatuh….kene tembak yadayadayada. Hahahhaha. Yelaaaaaaaaaaa… You wont get anything tapi lagi kene bayar ade la! Not that pregnant n bersalin tue free or x saket langsung..but at least dptla ‘something’. yeah I know… I dont have this mengandung or bersalin experiences…. it is just an opinion from us and my doctors la….And that menguatkan lagi my semangat! Hohhhh!

Ok…will update soon…. Mau rehat2….

-ADIE-